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Saturday, November 7, 2009

HAHAHA.

I was browsing through old photos and found a few with hammy in it.
Look at how monkey-ish he was then, hahahaha.
All was from 2007.


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This was taken when he tried to act like a nerd but saw the cam and rushed to pull down his waist high shorts and whatever that made him geeky & that thing on his head was a plastic bag if I remember it correctly.

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On Jiak Wun's birthday when nia and him was chasing someone to smash some cream.

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At chongpang.

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During august I think.

Okay anyways back to today, I met ham early in the morning for his redressing of wound.
Had only 45 or so minutes of sleep and ham had little sleep too.
Met at 7am under his void deck along with perry who wna get his no-sick MC.

After redressing, we wenta get breakfast from the market.
Omg, I swear I missed the super mart so much at that moment.


Bought beehoon and some kuehs then settled down and makan.
Perry came afterwards and we head to soon's house to watch NBA.
Everyone very tired, ham fell asleep; so did perry.

Perry shake and shake when he sleep.
Me and soon laugh and laugh.

Ham is a light sleeper, sleep awhile a little noise wake up alrdy.
Then eyes red red but everytime still can ga me, the very moment he opened his eyes.
That's my boy.

Soon's pet dog loves being pat and she gives the puppy look that melts you straight away.
Ham got jealous of the dog, hahahahaha.
You know I love you most.

Went up to ham's house after NBA.
Ate and slacked then I went home and sleep.


Met ham again at about 8plus.
Wenta safra, pooled, today damn off.
After pool wenta slack then homed on bicycle (:

Everyone's against me riding bicycle lor! How come?!
Do I really look that clumsyyyyy-
I got talent and skill one lor lor lor, cheychey.


& Yay! Going to have a haircut tomorrow!
Going to marina square with hamham, then go cut hair and perhaps movie.
Let's see how much I can get tomorrow.

I love me ham!

Funny.



Taken from kelvin's blog.

Random old pictures.

I was bored and dug out old pictures to post.

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Misses.

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Fam in msia.

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Lili's first ever trip to 139.

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Me and meixin way back in 2007.

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Much much misses.

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AHAHAHAHAA! Way back on 08 august, nia's birthday :}

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End of school days!

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Mr ohoh.

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Ah oh's ka.
Way back during 2008.

Best of perry sim:

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OWNING!

Optimistic.

Just realised Jiayi became so pessimistic outta sudden.
Shall find the optimistic one back sooooooooooooooooooooon-

Sick of being a pessimist.
Where's the take it easy side of me huh huh huh.
Someone help me find back ley-

It's so hard to be a pessimist lor, as though every bad thing that happen was expected or was a routine to happen. Like NOOO, nothing like that ever exist on earth. Nothing happen just like that and even when happened already, there's bound to be some solution to it if not it wouldn't have happened.

Who knows? Things might just fall back nicely in place or even better!


Come'on the optimistic side of me, come back to me soon.
I miss you.


"Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it."
~ Groucho Marx

"Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will."
~ Dr. Robert Anthony

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do. "
~ Jack Kerouac
I like this quote!


Last.

Yeap yeap, biology papers down! Leaving me with only mother tongue paper 1 and 2 [retake] and science paper one!
Yaaahoooo hoooo-

Today was suppose to be a day that mark celebration but turned out to be a dull day, didn't have much entertainment perhaps due to lack of bucks or perhaps due to time constrain. Whatever it is, tomorrow will be a better day. This I'll be positive, challenge life.
Will prove that when I say that life would be better, it would indeed be and not to let life bring me down no more.


Gonna meet ham early in the morning tomorrow/today/whatever [since it's past 12 again] for his redressing of wound. Hopefully his constant walking didn't agitate his wound and making it ya' know, bad.

I'll be cycling over to 600plus to meet up with him and after redressing, cycle home again.
Hahaha, I took over his position to cycle about on his diamond back which is the brand of his bicycle. I started cycling home yesterday/the day before yesterday/whatever and today/yesterday/whatever, I cycled over to 600plus to meet up with him and cycled home.

Chey, Jiayi independent sia. HAHAHA.


But everytime when I cycle about ham gets totally freaked out.
Then he become very naggy and motherly, hahahaha (:
My wallet's with him now, cause' he's afraid that when I hold too much objects I might crash.
Which is highly impossible cause' Im so skillful, hahahahaha.

Always before I go off, he'll nag for 5-10mins before I set off. That's my boy.
I love you laaaa (:


And today I only had a meal hence duper hungry now.
Shall cook noodles or whatever not later for dinner/supper and teeeeeveeeeee away~
Life's goooooooood.

Im thinking of changing a new phone but don't wna get any SE/Nokia/LG phones.
I wna get samsung's phone cause' it's so durable and able to shower/play catching/fall with me, my F480 gone through so much with me man.

Fall as one all the time.
But most of the time it fall flat on the ground itself and when I pick it up, it's still strong and fit. Though it's touch screen but it's not fragile at all. So sexy.


Gonna get a haircut on sunday! Looking forward to it cause' my hair is infesting my head.
Imagine, I've got sucha big head but it's still eating up my head making me look like a caveman, cheeeez.

I find this post super crappy.
& Im super hungry so I shall sign off here and bathe then cook.

Toodles!


Pictures of me studying bio yesterday:

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Needed entertainment so much that I drew on my leg with a pencil.
With this you can infer that I've got super dry skin.

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Writings on book, memorizing...... Thank god it's over.

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Stress.

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Standard post of everyone when there's no better poses.

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Faggot.

Friday, November 6, 2009

A dime a dozen.


Yeap, my big face.

Yes! Last paper later on! [Since it's way past twelve]
After today, I need not being any heavy books/notes/files out to study.
I need not crack my brain for information and need not worry about doing well no more! Sexaye.

Yesterday/today/whatever, I met ham at his void deck cause' he's disabled. Hahaha. Then it started to rain, waited for the rain to stop but it didn't so waited for the pour to become a drizzle. Head over to safra afterwards for pool. Pooled for about an hour plus then wenta eat at 925.

Met sen at there and another clique came at about 9pm? Sat down, chit-chatttted, laughed, waited for perry sim.
I was studying Bio but gave up after a few mins. Went back to safra at about 10plus.
Ham, sen, soon and sim poke billard, I flip paper.
Then gave up again and played soon's I-touch's photohunt.

Left safra at about 11plus.
Bathed and ate and watched alittle tv then went into me room to study.


Okay you can skip this part if you dont wna read about bio, cause Im gonna recap alittle :x

- Xylem Vessels.
Provides mechanical support for the plant.
Doesn't have cross-walls, long and hollow dead structure.
Lignified walls prevents vessels from collapsing.
Hollow hence allow easy conduction of water up the stem to the leaves.

- Red blood cells.
Biconcave shape, larger total surface area to volume ratio.
Hence faster diffusion of oxgyen in and out of the cell.
Doesn't have neuclus.
Hence more haemoglobin which equals to more oxgen intake.
Red coloured cause of red pigment, haemoglobin.

- Root hair cell.
Long narrow and Protruding structure allows larger surface area to volume ratio.
Hence allow efficient absorption of mineral salt.

- Eyes [Near object less than &m]
Ciliary muscles contract.
Suspensory ligaments slack.

- Eyes [Far object more than 7m]
Ciliary muscles relax.
Suspensory ligaments taut.

-Eyes [Bright light]
Circular muscles contract.
Radial muscles relax.

- Eyes [Dim light]
Circular muscles relax.
Radial muscles contract.


- Nervous system.
Receptor to suspensory neurons to CNS to relay neurone to motor neurone to effector.

- Heart
Rest of the body to vena cava to right atrium to right ventricle to pulmonary artery to lungs to pulmonary vein to left atrium to left ventricle to aorta to rest of body.

- Eutrophication
Untreated sewage provides nutrient and food for algae and plants.
When submerged algae and plants die due to lack of sunlight, bacteria decomposes it.
Leading to bacteria grow and multiply using up oxygen in the water.
Hence fishes and other living organisms living in the water die due to lack of oxygen.

- Active transport
From low concentration to higher concentration, going against concentration gradient.
E.g Absorption of dissolved mineral salts by root hair cells, Absorption of glucose and amino acid in small intestine.

- Enzymes
Enzymes are biological catalyst that alters or speeds up a chemical reaction without itself being chemically changed at the end of the reaction.
When enzymes are denatured, their active sites are destroyed hence they are unable to carry out a chemical reaction. Enzymes denatured due to high temperature of pH levels.

- Amylase react with starch producing maltose. Maltase react with maltose to give glucose.
- Pepsin react with protein to give polypeptides.
- Lipase react with fats to give fatty acid and glycerol.

Hepatic portal vein carries amino acid and glucose directly from the ileum to the liver.

- Aerobic respiration.
Glucose + oxygen --> carbon dioxide + water + large amt of energy.
- Anaerobic respiration.
Glucose --> lactic acid + small amt of energy.

- Adrenaline hormone, adrenaline rush.
Increase breathing to take in more oxygen, pupils dilate to allow more light to enter for better vision, heart beat increases enabling oxygenated blood to be pumped to all over body at a faster rate, supplying oxygen and glucose to the brain, increasing physical performance. Preparing for a 'fight or flight' situation. Produced by adrenal gland.


Okay done.
Shall battle tomorrow, hope for the better! :}
Anyways this web is good for studying bio, http://www.abpischools.org.uk.
They provide good graphics to understand better.

I'm getting kinda tired cause' its 3am alrdy.
Gotta go sleeep soon, ham's granny asked me up for lunch tomorrow/today/whatever.
Fried beeeee hooooon, sexaye ye ye.


Bye!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Shock of my life.

Yes, indeed & I wish that it'll never ever happen ever again.


Me and ham head over to 400plus today, ham basketball while I study.
[ Since ya' know, he has no papers left except for science paper one. ]
So he was bballing away while I read newspapers and my bio notes, they had matches after matches.
When they finally stop, ham sat down awhile and asked the others if they wna have a match again.

Then they play play play.
Suddenly I hear this loud banging sound, I turned over and figured out that ham flew towards the bicycle at the side of the basketball court just to save a ball. But seeing him still actively running towards the ball, I thought he was fine.

Then when he was about the pick the ball up by the drain he bent forward and wiped his leg.

The others was like, 'bleed liao bleed liao.'
& Im like, 'Shit.'


The moment he turned over and came into vision, Im like, 'WTF!'
His whole ankle part was red, crimson red.
His whole shoe was red, crimson red.

Yes, he was bleeding and bleeding so badly.
He came over and sat down.
Stunt by what just happened, I didn't move and needed time for my brain to process.


Then when my brain finally processed I turned over quickly and aid him in removing his shoes.
Someone poured water washing away his blood and revealing his wound.
His flesh was exposed, and his skin was split open.. as though a chopper had just forcefully sliced his tender skin.

Blood continue flowing from the opened tragedy.
His face turned pale and I didn't know what to do, everything in my mind was jumbled up.
'Where should we go now? How are we able to stop the blood from flowing? Will my boy be okay? OMG HE'S GONNA FAINT!'

I panic and took my phone to call dad, my hands were shivering, I was flustering.
I nearly cry when I was on the phone with daddy, I feel so helpless.. So useless.
I could only stand there and see him bleed..


I told daddy that I wna head over to TTS hospital straight away.
But dad advise that we should head to a clinic first then I dialed mummy asking her to pass me some bucks for cab fare.

While running towards the road to hire a cab, I wished I could run faster.
Flag for cab and the first cab just went pass me, I felt so tiny racing against time.
Then a second cab came over instantly, god seemed to have answered my prayers.

Though the driver's attitude was shit but I couldn't care more.


Fetched ham from basketball court and went over to my house bus stop to get money from mum. Then down to Sliver Cross clinic at 900plus, the doctor said that the wound was too deep for him to stitch back so he referred us to TTS.

Mummy came over and we cabbed to TTS.
Wenta register and only one person was allowed to accompany patient so I went in and mummy waited outside.
Ham was sitting on the wheel chair, by now he's not as pale anymore and still able to joke with me.

Still can ask me to chiong with wheelchair, drift drift.
Own beating.


Then waited for 12345 mins and took ham for an x-ray.
Then wait for 12345 hours before he was called over by the doctor for consultation.
Ham required stitches for his wound, so we went over to the operation room.

I waited outside while he was getting his wound cleansed and stitched.


Ham was active all along, since we took cab to Sliver Cross to TTS and throughout the whole wait. While I was there traumatised and worried sick. PFFFFFFFFFFF-
So he was done with his stitches and he came out, trying to scare me from behind a wall when the sound of the door opening was so loud. Hahahaha.

End result he needed 5-6 anesthesia injections and over 10 stitches for the wound.


Daddy came over too, he was worried sick. So was mum.
After the whole thing we wenta get his medicine and back to yishun in dad's cab for dinner/supper.
Sent hammeo home and I went back to daddy's cab and homed.

By the time we left TTS was alrdy like 1plus am and we went into TTS at about 9plus.
Spent about 4 hours there, fooo yuo.
Thank god that hammeo was okay (:


Going to yishun polyclinic for redressing of wound on the 7th Nov and removal of stitches on the 15th of Nov.


Ham ah, you keep give me shocks of my lifetime one lor.
Better take care of your leg when I'm off at genting okay, don't end up like my sis's teacher who had a wound and got stitches too but he wenta do sports making the wound infected and turned black in colour.

When he went back to the hospital, the doctors cut off his decayed flesh and stuffed cotton in the wound as there's no longer any flesh for the doctors to stitch to close the wound.
Fag, confirm argh one.

So you better don't end up like that also ah.


Love you!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Because you loved me.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me, ooh, baby

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me



I'm everything I am
Because you loved me.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

With just 3 to go.

Surprisingly d&t didn't kill me today, woohoo.
But geog tomorrow would kill me, cause' history was kinda hard too.
The day after tomorrow would be a freeeeeeeee day for me :}

But there's bio on friday.
Should be another killer I suppose [?] since chem was easy.

I'll be left with only MT retake P1, P2 & Science paper one.
WOOOOHOOO.
Then I'll be sitting on the bus the next day and off to genting.

Back on 14th and next would be monthsaryyyyy!
Then then then, CHALET AND PROM!
Shiiiiiiooooookkkkkkkkkkkkk-


& guess what, assy and I are collecting MacDonald's' monopoly thingy. Hahaha.
Doubt will win anything one lor, but fun to collect eh.
There's this element of excitement and surprise ya' know.

Currently lack of one for all the colours.
Damn sian one lor lor lor lor lor lor lor lor.



I kinda don't have much things to blog about today.
So bye! Lotsa luck for O's peoplatoes!



Uploaded pictures that I should have uploaded ages ago :x

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Bballing at 400plus, this picture is an antique.

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Yet another antique picture, hahaha.
Hammy with his share of very chickeny dinner.

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That's our very chickeny chickendy dinner :}

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Some fine day before or after school at my stairs.

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Me boy, me. Safra after pool.


Graduation day:

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Tina chan!

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Ting, shan, yi.

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Ain!

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Fique!

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Fidzzzzzz!

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Immmy, fique, cacty.

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Me, fidz and rafi.
D&T-ers :}

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Shengggggg.

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Shengggg the tall.

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Miss Tan Mei Xin on stage while her class made their speech.

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Yeap that's her and wall paper of the day, hahaha.


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Lastly, my oh so cute boy.
I love you my shark-look-alike boyfriendy.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Few days to go!



Okay I figured out that I should really post something better to make up for the the past bad post.


So basically it's study, study and more studying nowadays.
I've been indulging myself in SS yesterday and today it's still SS with chem, killers.
Venice didn't came out for SS, kinda disappointing.. Studied hard for it.

Globalisation came out instead, which is kinda unexpected cause' it came out for N' levels.
Transnational terrorism also came out, which is came out for last year O' levels.
Crap right, out to cheat our feelings.


Gave up on chem and decided that within a short span of time I wouldn't be able to cover chem.
So focused on SS, but proved to be a terrible mistake to make.
Chem paper was so freaking easy that I really should bang the wall.


I totally didn't study anything about chem cause' I was busying focusing on SS.
Now regret also too late alrdy so I wouldn't.
Just felt bad about losing 2-4 marks which I could have gotten if I had enough time to look through.

Faggot.


It's a difference between pass and fail man.
But whatever, just hope that bio would be easy... Though I doubt it'll be.


Tomorrow's D&T, sure fail.. Trying hard to study now.
Hopefully I would make it through.
Studied history with assy just now at Mac, pray hard that he'd pass well.

Cross fingers*


As for now, I don't have much time to lose.
Gotta get hold of time and study D&T, slept for only about an hour plus yesterday.
Gotta rest well today.

Tomorrow after D&T papers gonna study geog.
Good luck to Cackokokoko.


Bye!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Better off my own.

Today I'll be studying with my own ability and I'll survive.



Talk to my hand cause Im washing them off you.

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FRUSTRATIONS BUILDS.

I can even stab your picture.

Actions ALWAYS speaks louder than words.

Don't mention if it can't be fulfilled.
Don't assure if it always never happens.

It's the same every time, just like what I've told you.
Annoyed, very.
Cause' it happens all the time, okay maybe 1 or 2 times exception.

Well, Explanations? Bet they will be the same ones.
Just excessive, talk to my hand.


Okay whatever,
today ended off badly; that's that.



On a happier note,
NINE DAYS TILL O'S END!

& Im going for a hair cut on the 8th of Nov.
Hair dye on 11th Nov.


Aunt in england gonna sponser my prom night expenses!
100pounds to spend, cooool.
I'll keep this spirits up and I hope it wouldn't be brought down.

Bye.



/Update

OMG I CAN'T HELP IT,

IM SO PISSED AND IM SERIOUS.

IM LIKE PUNCHING EVERY KEYS ON MY KEYBOARD AS IM TYPING.
IM FROWNING SO HARD THAT I FEEL WRINKLES FORMING.

Maggots.


Relate to previous post's title, "It may be cold outside but Im warm inside."
Now it's, "It may be cold outside but Im boiling inside."


Piqued.