Yang oh ):

At times it feels really bad to be alone, especially when you're sick or feeling down.
You just really wish that the one you love would be there for you.
Cause' you know that no matter how sick you are, he could make you feel better with just a smile.
Cause' you know that no matter how bad your day is, he could make it better with just a peck on the forehead.

Yes, that's how powerful the one you love is.


He controls your emotions, makes your life worthwhile, taught you how to love and be loved, teaches you how to miss someone, makes you crazy by smiling to yourself when you think back about what you guys have been through, makes songs meaningful because you've experienced what the lyrics are saying and so much more..

Baby's out now and he's so busy every night.
I really wanted a nice phone call before bed or perhaps some nice texting.

I really miss having you fully to myself during the day and night time.
Im greedy, I don't deny.
But I dont expect much, I don't need it to be a daily kinda thing like how we use to be.

I just wanted, well.. At least once a week?
Sounds kinda hard huh..

Don't get the wrong idea readers (:
Dearie didn't neglect me or whatsoever,
he's usually busy at night [tsk] and today is one of the special nights that I get really really emotional.
So just randomly post to make myself feeeeeel better laaaaaaaaaaaaaa-

Blogging is the best way to let out what you've inside you know :}


The cooling and gloomy weather with my ever so sore throat doesn't help uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-

& perhaps I really wna 'yang ohlee' my babyboy now cause' I just had my medicine.

AWWWWW ):

I miss your pork smell my dear.................... ):

Dududada.

18th Dec 2009

Today/yesterday is a boring day and a lazy day.
Im getting tired alrdy, how early...

My throat hurts alot.
Esp at night but I don't know why, cheez.
Tomorrow will be a better day.


Bye, going to bed soon.



And 6days till dearie's birthday (:

You lift my feet off the ground.

Back from dayout with babybaby boy.
Didn't wenta Fort Caning in the end cause' bee-hive overslept!
Not because he wanted to, but he had to consume medicine cause' he's sick.

So yea, forgive forgave (:


However the day still went on fruitfully.
First, bee-hive dapao-ed his granny's homecooked food over for the starving me.
Was kinda guilty cause' Im suppose to go up his house today to find granny but I didn't.
His granny even asked him when am I going up cause' it's been ages since I last wenta meet granny.

Sorry gran, will cya soon! :D
This sentence will never reach gran even till internet becomes outdated.
:x

After that we wenta northpoint, STARBUCKS!
Baby treated me toffee nut frap! DE-LI-CIOUS, SHIOK!
Afterwards wenta 700plus and brought pokercards.

Was planning to go 'fishing', HAHAHAHA.
But too bad, they [the shop] ran out of cheap fishing line that we use to get to go fishing.
Head to yishun park instead.

Brought otah from s-11 and walked there, omg my legs ache like mad.
Hahahaha.
Poker-ed and was trying very hard to make bee-hive lose but I lost all.

And dear deear deeeer lost only twice, the second time he lost was when I insist that he have to lose so he comply to me and played on till he lost. Hahahahaha, I sound like a spoilt brat.
Oops!


Then homed at 12.
More pictures later or tomorrow perhaps!
Bye!

I love my hammeo.

Adding on.

Some add ons to the post I dedicated to bee-hive.

When he started wearing long pants during sec3 I even laughed my ass out at him lor.
I think he walked pass my class or something then Im like laughing isanely hard cause' it's damn funny, hahahaha.

& I think he pointed a middle finger and ran off to cry. HAHAHAHA.
No la, just joking.


Oh ya, and during recess time he'll walk pass my class.
"Jiayi got cig?"

& I'll be like, "don't have".
but actually have, hahahahahaha.


Hahaha, thinking back, it's really funny lor.
From purely friends, no crushes no nothing to where we are now.
Awww.


Porkerli, faster wake up ah!
If not I 'll call a butcher up your house.

Weeeeeeeeeeee-

Tomorrow going to Fort Canning with honey-bee.


Omg, I've got so many nicknames for Mr Oh Qi Xiang lor.
Since dearie is searching on how we're suppose to get there then I shall post longer (:

So here a list of nicknames I have for Mr Oh:

- Arse
- Hammy
- Hammyboy
- Ham
- Hammeo
- Qiqi
- Baby
- Bay-beeeeeee
- Beebee
- Beeee!
- Honey
- Assybaby
- Dearest
- Dear Deer
- Bipork
- Love
- Babyboy

That's about it, babyboy asking me to go to sleep alrdy.
So I better chiong and go sleeeep, cause' tomorrow meeting earllllyyyyy.


Byebye.
I love you babyboy.

Just for you.

"You're a gift from heaven dear."

Yeap, I've decided to dedicate a post just for my baybee baybee boy.

This guy, I've known him since I was sec 1.
And he wasn't as matured then, in fact I get pissed off by him fairly easily.
I was never generous with him and he was never to me too, hahahaa.

He was never wrong, he was always playful and I never imagined that he'd settle down.

Then after a few heart to heart talks with him, I realised that he was actually a really good friend.
So he was there in my life to save me whenever Im killed by someone.
He was always there to lift me up and pull me away from my self-destruct mode.


Yeap, friendship that wasn't worth losing.


Then things took a change and chemistry came into the picture.
You know, when a guy is gentle and when he's not, he's two different kinda person.
So yea.

So we somehow or rather got together.
After a series of not-so-pleasant-things but this made our bond stronger (:


Yeap, this guy that I never expect him to ever settle down in life settled down with me.
Well, not really yet but you got my point.
He has been a 'playboy' ever since I knew him lor, or at least that's what I labeled him then.
Oops!

And he never had a r/s that lasted more than 2months w/o breaking up in between.
That's why Im proud of the boy I have now :}


This guy, never fail to make my day.
Though he annoyingly crumble my day sometimes but he'd make it up at the end of it.
This guy, only had me in his eyes ever since the day he set him eyes on me.
This guy, that loves me more than anyone would ever.

Most importantly, this guy never fail to treat me like a princess.
HIAK HIAK HIAK!

He'll do everything to make me happy when he did something to make my day bad.
And even when Im getting really really unreasonable, he'll still treat me like a princess.
Well at least after he's not mad laaaaa, but most of the time.... eh...
Perhaps like 99% of the time I'll be the one who's still mad even after his anger went down.

So he'll be sweet and hoax me like Imma kid.
Going an extra mile for me, awwwww.


We first had a friendship not worth losing and now we have a love that would never be worth losing.

I love you baybee bee-hive hammeo hamm.
My boyfriend rocks!

Happy monthsaryyyy!

My dear deeeeer beee-hivey boyfriend.

Okey dokey people,
so Im back today after accompanying bee-hive to neesoon east CC for his regular basketball session.

I was reading sis's book all the way man, "The men's guide to women's bathroom".
There's this aaron guy in the book who is gay and I figured out that he's kinda cool, cause' he's a rescuer and he's got all the right advises. Yeap.

I read half of the book within 3hours, shiok.
Hahahahaha.


So tomorrow might be heading down to bugis.
& Today's the 18th!

HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY BAYBEE BOY!
And I just went downstairs to 'countdown' with bee-hive just now.
Funny, it seems like just yesterday. (:

OH! And! Bee's birthday in 8days! OMG.
JUST ONE WEEK ONE DAY LEFT! OMG OMG OMG.
Sooo fast.


I love my boyf! [Like who doesn't, cheez]


I WNA GET A HAIRCUT! Roar!
Hair infesting my headdddddddd.. I think.

Okay nothing else to post alrdy except f0r some funny vids from youtube below,
So bye!

My eyeeeeee.

There's something wrong with my right eye man.
Yesterday my vision of me right eye turn blurry and today when I got up from bed it was swollen.
Yeap, damn swollen.

AND ONLY MY RIGHT EYE!
My left eye was okay.


Yesterday night it was reddish and all too.
Now it's starting to hurt, damn it.
And it's swelling again.


TMD.


Anyway I enjoyed my day today/yesterday!
Just me and beee-hive.
Aww, and the sky today was filled with starts. Duper prettaye!
Bee and I lay on the playground's platform and star gaze, awww.

Ro-man-ticcc.
Yeap yeap.


Okay nothing to post le le le.
Bye!

When Im with you.

FYI! That's not my hand ah! That's bee's.

Okay, I woke up today fairly early at 12 noon.
Was expecting myself to sleep longer though.....

Anyways! No plans for today too.
& surprisingly, I haven't logged into facebook since I sat infront of my computer.
My sis's a facebook addict now, she used two computers to operate her restaurant ._.


Oh! And about yesterday, Bee and I wenta compass point to makan.
Waited for his Aunt to end work and took bus back to yishun together.
His aunt damn cute lor, seriously.

& she also told me some top-secrets of bee when he's young.
Hahahahaha, damn funny.
He is like a little emperor at home since young, kns.


My boyf is pretty (:



Eh, boy faster wake up ah.
I wna go out one ley, so bored at home..............................
Love you!

Someone's birthday in 10days!

Yawn.

I woke up at 8plus today but I slept at 4plus yesterday.
So Im very very very the tired now, yawns*

Wenta catch baybee's soccer match and after that slacked awhile and homed at 12.
Baybee went home to sleeep, I went home and use computer until I have no time to sleep.
And Im very very hungryyyyyyy.


Im gonna go bathe soooon and going out for dinner with beeee.
OMG tired.

Guys, roll eyes*

There you go pushing your luck again.

You know, it's really sickening when you told me that it's just coincidental yet it happens all the time.
How coincidental.
It's so repeated, so familiar, so same that even I am tired of posting about this in my blog.


Aren't you tired of repeating it my dear?
Cause' I'm really really tired of getting frustrated about this issue.

GATHERING!

RANDOMLY!

I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET UP WITH MY DEAR P6ES!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Love.

Sup peoplelatoes!
Sorry for the lack of updates, was busy with work during the weekends, forgive forgave.
Hahahaha.

Anyways, I was sick on friday with fever but I still wenta work lor lor lor.
Fever went down during friday night, but came back while I was working. Bas-kettttt-
Swallow 2 panadol tablets and Im godly again, hahaha.

Whatever.

Anyway after work me, baby and sim wenta makan at clarke quay.
BA KUT TEH-
Eat until very shiok but bee was like tired so he was like black, literally.
Sian.


After dining went back to yishun, slept during the journey back.
Bee sent me home after that and we slacked at my void deck.
Laughed and all, that guy's face finally not gloomy after carefully looking at my ever-so-cute face. CHEYCHEY.

Hahaha.

Homed and slept.


The next day woke up early, met peishan at bus interchange for work.
Bus journey to east coast park was dreadful.....................
Got there by cab when we each east coast road, whatever.

Work till 3plus.
Went back to yishun, computered and bee was back from his soccer match after awhile.
Bathed and met him at northpoint there.
Went over to to 600plus and bee went home to bathe.

After that slack at yishun park, was sweeeeet.
Even made a funny video of bee controlling my hands to dance, hahahahaha.
Homed at about 11plus 12?


Slept for 15plus hours, shiok.
Then met bee and wenta 600plus and then chongpang cc.
He bball, I nua.

After that wenta playground near my house, had a little tiff.
Then just nice when we start the tiff, my phone played 'Mad'.
Hahahaha, damn funny.

Whatever, after awhile then okay liao.
Sweeet sweeet liao.
Then sweet sweeet go home liao.

Hahahaha.


Tomorrow maybe going down compass point to find bee's aunt.
Morning bee got soccer again, me going down to watch this time (:
Bye!

Drop to one.

Was feeling really cold just now so I wenta get baby's jacket from my room.
Aww, his smell never goes off from that jacket.
Wore it and camwhored.

Hahahaha, yes. Sick and pretty still, cheychey.
And when baby missed called my phone, I struggled to get outta my computer seat to find my house phone to call mr oh since my sis was being a boulder and stood behind the chair.

I push the keyboard holder in and GOD DAMN IT, my skin got stuck at the sides.

Faggot, hurts like mad.
But then I still very sweet never care about the wound first go call mr oh first lor.
In the end havent say 5 sentences he wna put down phone, best.


Never even ask if I was feeling better as in physically or mentally, whatever.
And I dont even have the chance to tell him what happened to me when I rushed to return his call.


Nice.
But Im still so foolish that Im willing to wait for you to go to bed.